Take this cartoon. Both these people see in the other person something they need, and they are so very excited to get it from that other person. It's somewhat dark humor, because in reality neither has that-needed-thing to give.
Some things about perspective-taking really clicked home for me this morning. Over the past two years or so, I've been devoting a lot of my contemplation-and-meditation time to what I now recognize as the idea of emotional interdependence.
What the heck is that? It's the idea that while I, as a person, interact with others, am affected by them, and affect them too, that there's a certain, and very healthy emotional self-sufficiency I can fall back on, and in fact, must to avoid harming others or myself.
I consider myself to be a kind, compassionate person. Someone who usually has the best interest of others front and center in my attention. But sometimes that's not so. I have chased others to give me something I had been lacking for. Sometimes that's been comfort, reassurance, a quick hit of pleasure or eroticism, to help me do a technical thing I feared I couldn't do by myself, all sorts of things.
About two years ago, I went through an awkward situation with someone I was very close to where I was chasing them for something I wanted them to do in their life. But it wasn't up to me, it was up to them to make whatever changes in their life they might. After a very rough time, I stopped chasing them. I made this strong resolution, "I don't chase anyone, for anything."
Well, two years of contemplation later, I realized that there's a corollary to this. Because lately I've been getting chased some. We haven't been doing the podcast for several months, and I get emails from folks who like it, total strangers, asking what's going on with the show, and with us, and when it will be back. I've had some very nice friends who flirt with me sometimes, and when I'm in the mood for such, it feels really good. But when I'm not in the mood, or its uninvited, it feels sort of slimy.
And that's not a statement on how those people are jerks. They are most distinctly not jerks. They're people. And me, I'm a people, too. Because I've done just those same sorts of things to others. I've chased people for any number of reasons, blindly putting my own desires ahead of any thought of what they had going on.
This idea, this challenge of perspective-taking, it's not new. I've been thinking about it, and maybe not quite getting it for a looooong time. One of my favorite songs is about it. It's called "The Balance" by The Moody Blues.