I had an amazing day the other day.  Even though I was not feeling it, I went to the gym, and swam before work.  Then I threw code all day, working hard to surmount a technical challenge I'd been struggling with for days.  I persevered, and eventually figured it out, even though I really, really wanted to throw in the towel, multiple times.​

(Which I couldn't, because the towel was wet, and cold, and in my gym bag, in my car in the parking lot.)​

But my crowning achievement of indomitable willpower for the day came late in the day.  I was leaving the conference room, getting ready to go back to my desk and pack up to leave when I saw that someone had left a brownie out for anyone to eat in the office kitchen.

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Instantly my Inner Demon woke up, and told me, "Say.... you worked out this morning, and have had a day filled with technical challenges.  Wouldn't that brownie be just a fantastic reward?"​

"No," I said.  "I'm trying to get in shape, eat mindfully, too.  I'm not hungry, and I really don't need a sugary treat just now."​

"Are you sure?" the Inner Demon said.  "It looks pretty tasty!"​

"Absolutely sure," I said.  "And it's just some store brownie, still wrapped in cellophane.  It doesn't look good.  It looks free.  That doesn't mean I have to have it.  Go away, Inner Demon."​

And he did.​

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AuthorMako Allen
Categories365 Gratitude